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Well, this is definitely something I've been neglecting.

I know I've been gone for a very very long time and that no one probably cared where I was. But I wanted everyone to know I'm back and starting today I'm going to try posting more artwork, even if it's just pictures and things I do in my spare time like photoshop.

But yeah I have a lot to tell yall if you wanna hear. Too much for 1 journal entry.

Thanks for the wonderful art while I was gone.

(more coming tomorrow, I just need sleep, it's almost 3 am here)
  • Listening to: Kiss N Tell- Ke$ha
  • Reading: Over Standards for School
  • Watching: Still Naruto Shippuden/ but just finished Inuyasha
  • Playing: Oblivion
  • Eating: I don't remember
  • Drinking: Still a lot of tea, though now it's ice tea
Hey just letting yall know that i have posted my dramatic Chapter 10 of my story and that i now have a website dedicated to my story. It isn't perfect you but i'm working on it. This is the link if you'd like to check it out.

www.freewebs.com/dreamingxofxn…

^link^

anyways, my life's been pretty busy and very hectic so i'm sorry i haven't been posting much. But i've been looking at your work and i'd have to say you guys are doing way better than me. Thank You all for the veiws and the fav's. they mean a lot to me.

Well i'll be talking to yall later. Send me a message or a comment if you got the time. TTYL!!!!
  • Listening to: Gotta Be Somebody- Nickelback
  • Reading: Job applications
  • Watching: Naruto Shippuden
  • Playing: Nothing until Naruto Ultimate Storm
  • Eating: Candy!!!! (Happy Halloween) All Hallow's Eve
  • Drinking: A Lot of tea
First off, 500 pageviews!!!!!!!! i love you guys!!!!! and second off, my life seems to be slowly fitting itself back together after a giant spill a little while back. But like i said, it's getting better now. Sorry i haven't been posting much, my school's working me like a dog. but yeah i'm doing more work on my chapters and i'll have them posted a.s.a.p. but seriously, thank you!!!! i don't think i'm that great but thanks for your support!!! Hit me up whenever
  • Listening to: I'll Be- Edwin McCain
  • Reading: nothing really
  • Watching: Naruto Shippuden
  • Playing: the game of life and death
  • Eating: donuts!!!
  • Drinking: a mixture of soda at the moment
Ok let me just take the time to say yes!!!! i finally have over 300 views and i couldn't have done it without all of your help, you guys rock!!!

But in other news summer is almost over and i won't have as much time to work on my stuff. So i might need some of your guys help. If you can read some of my chapters and tell me if there is anything wrong or that should be changed. Anything at all let me know and i promise that it will get fixed. I really need help to make my story sound as good as possible and it starts with all of you.

Again thank you for everything so far, you guys are great and expect me to have more work posted asap.

And here i'd like to take a moment and say, KATIE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I MISS YOU EVERY DAY!!!!! I HOPE I CAN SEE YOU SOON!!!

And with that i check out, till we meet again. *manacle laughter*
  • Listening to: I Miss You- Blink 182
  • Reading: as much as possible
  • Watching: Naruto Shippuden
  • Playing: i tiny game of pong in my head
  • Eating: popcorn!!!
  • Drinking: what is this?
In case any of you are wondering, i've been completely rewriting my story and posting it on my profile. And i've finally come up with a title for my book too, I'll be calling it "Full Moon" and if any of you want to know why i'll be calling it that you'll have to wait and keep ready reading. I'll try and have the chapters posted as soon as possible. But for now i have the Prelude: Chapter??? through Chapter 5 but there are 28 chapters total.

but in other news, things are doing great. I've been helping my friend work on his manga where i draw all the back ground an sometimes offer advice. his profile is True-Dark Sora and the manga is call "Senshi Gakko"

I have the girl of my dreams there to love me and i'm very happy with her. Her profile is xXAkiko-KunXx. She's a really good artist but she can't get on much because she doesn't have internet at her house.

Other than that, my family hates me, i don't sleep enough and i barely ever eat. i couldn't want things any other way.

So check out my profile, take a browse around and i hope you like what you see. Other than that, i'll ttyl later. Have i nice day and go get laid!!!! jkjk

P.S. sorry no hentai yet. I've been busy with my Story.
  • Listening to: Into the Ocean, Blue October
  • Reading: Over my story to check for missed problem
  • Watching: nothing, too busy typing
  • Playing: my music over and over and over
  • Eating: whatever i can find
  • Drinking: a lot of tea...still
surely they must
                   have checked this out.
  


         

         


                 WOW - This should be interesting if this is true.

                CAN OBAMA LEGALLY BE PRESIDENT?

                Hi Everyone,

                I think everyone should maybe wait until next week to see if this hits the fan.  I did not find anything to confirm or refute this story.

                Maybe we need to contact the Attorney General or our congressmen, and get them to look at it too!

                I received the message below and have searched for something to dispute it.  There is nothing on SNOPES to dispute this.  

                CAN OBAMA BE PRESIDENT?

                It seems that Barack Obama is not qualified to be president, after all, for the following reason:

                Barack Obama is not legally a U.S. Natural-born citizen according to the law on the books at the time of his birth, which falls between  'December 24, 1952 to November 13, 1986? . Presidential office requires a natural-born citizen, if the child was not born to two U.S. Citizen parents,  which of course is what exempts John McCain though he was born in the Panama Canal zone.



                US Law very clearly stipulates: “If only one parent was a U.S  citizen at The time of your birth, that parent must have resided in the United States for at least ten years, at least five of which had to be after the  Age of 16.”  



                Barack Obama's father was not a U.S. Citizen and Obama's  mother was only 18 when Obama was born, which means although she had been a  U.S. Citizen for 10 years, (or citizen perhaps because of Hawaii being a territory) the mother fails the test for being so, for at least 5 years **prior to** Barack Obama's birth, but *after* age 16. It doesn't matter *after* In essence, she was not old enough to qualify her son for automatic U.S. Citizenship. At most, there were only 2 years elapsed since his mother turned 16 at the time of Barack Obama's birth when she was 18 in Hawaii. His mother would have needed to have been 16+5= 21 years old, at the time of Barack Obama's birth for him to have been a natural-born citizen As aformentioned, she was a young college student at the time and was not 21 yrs of age.  Barack Obama was already 3 years old at that time his mother would have needed to have waited to have him as the only U.S. Citizen parent. Obama instead should have been naturalized, but even then, that would still disqualify him from holding the office.

                *** Naturalized citizens are ineligible to hold the office of  President***. Though Barack Obama was sent back to Hawaii at age 10, all the  other info does not matter because his mother is the one who needed to have been a U.S. Citzen for 10 years prior to his birth on August 4, 1961, with 5 of those years being after age 16. Further, Obama may have had to have remained in the country for some time to protect any citizenship he would have had, rather than living in Indonesia...  Now you can see why Obama's aides stopped his speech about how we technically have more than 50 states, because it would have led to this discovery. This is very clear cut and a blaring violation of U.S. Election law. I think the Gov. Of California would be very interested in knowing this if Obama were elected President without being a natural-born U.S. Citizen, and it would set precedence. Stay tuned to your TV sets because I suspect some of this information will be leaking through over the next several days.

                Interesting!!  Now what?  Who do you know who you can forward this to who might be able to help answer this question?
Yeah i'm so happy right now, everything in my life seems to be fitting together. I have hte girl of my dreams there to love me and i know she always will, even better, i don't ever have to worry about anything coming in between us. Nut besides that i also finally got 200 page views, YES!!!! i know it's not that big of a deal but i'm glad at least it's something. Plus all my friends seem to be doing ok and other than my family treating me like shit and stepping all over me, everything couldn't be better. I just miss my Katie so much and i wish i could hold her so badly, but unfortunately she many miles away and if i could be there i would. I promise i'll see you soon Katie, it'll just take me a little while. By the way, my families only vehicle is broken down for the time being so i'm stuck here either way. I just hope i get to get out for the 4th of July, which by the way YAY for fireworks and explosions!!!!

Anyways, i'll be putting my work up as sonn as i finsh it so if anyone if waiting for more of my art, i highly doubt anyone is, it'll be up a.s.a.p. and for the time being i hope you like the art i've already posted, and again thanks for the pageviews, i'm very grateful.

P.S. i should have mor eof my "Hentai" up soon, it just takes a while to get it finished. I'm not very good. but yeah talk to you all soon. PEACE!!!!
  • Listening to: Thunder, Boys Like Girls
  • Reading: nothing at the moment, unless Naruto counts
  • Watching: how stupid my fingers are while typing
  • Playing: Phantasy Star too much.....still
  • Eating: basically nothing
  • Drinking: a lot of tea
Okay, i know none of you want to hear this but i'm going to say it anyway.
I have only been thinking about my love, Katie Kat, and i know there's a point when compassion turns into obsession, but i'm definitely past that point now, way past it. It's hard to say that anything other than my whole life revolves around her, and when she's not there or when i'm doing anything other than something to do with her, my life seems meaningless. Now i don't know everything that's going to happen, and sometimes i like it better that way.

We've already promised each other that we'll be together forever and trust me, i have no plans on leaving what-so-ever. I know she is definitely the woman i can spend the rest of my life with without any regrets at all. The only problem is that i know, being a man, i have my flaws and my unattractive attributes, guilty on those parts. But i always wonder if i'm ever going to push it too far and do something that will annoy her and make her love me less or maybe even push her away. I don't know what i'd do if that ever happened. but for the time being i try to think only positive and do my best to make sure she's happy. I love her so god damn much.

You could say i care too much, or i love too easily, and you'd be right. But i know that there is something so special about her, that makes her different from everyone else and truly makes her the woman i love, that i know i'll never want anyone else. If i could, i'd give every thing i have to spend the rest of my life happy and her by my side.

God this all sounds really corny, but hey it's from my heart. There i go again.

Anyways, i think i'll rap this up with a few last little things. I promise you Katie, even if it kills me, i'll never give up trying to make you happy and doing my best to keep you safe and warm. I only wish i could be there for you all the time and show you how much you mean to me and how much i truly love you and how i couldn't live without you in my life and part of who i am. No one will ever replace you or change how i feel about you. I'll always love you with everything i am and i promise to wait with you until we're married. You're wish is my command and i'll always do what's best for you, no matter what. Just don't change who you are.

Goodnight peoples, and have i good tomorrow, because it'll get worse soon. Enjoy it while you can. PEACE!!!!
  • Listening to: the sound of my heart racing
  • Reading: just about anything i see
  • Watching: the clouds go by while i think of Katie
  • Playing: Phantasy Star too much
  • Eating: Soda and candy
  • Drinking: whatever quinches my thirst for blood
As you people know, or have no clue, i'm completely infatuated with the love of my live. But it's been really shitty lately because i have not seen her in three weeks now and i'm starting to go completely crazy from missing her so badly. But i have good news!
Tomorrow i'm going to drive all the way out to houston to see her. I know you may think i'm crazy but by this point, i probably am. And i want you to know a little something about why i'm crazy but also why i'm doing the right thing.

Theres' is a greater feeling of happiness every time you get something you want very badly. especially after working very hard to get it. I've known this feeling very many times but each time it's very different. It's not like i can work hard at one thing and do it over and over again and feel the same way. NO eventually it will fade and i notice that it is too easy and i like to try something a little harder. BUt the point is that no matte what you're working to acheive or no matter what you want badly enough to fight for it. In the end, once you have it, it's the greatest feeling ing the world.

NOw this may seem crazy to most of you, which is probably why i sound insane right now, but it's what i truly believe and i hope that someday you try it and seem just how amazing it really is.

Oh, but be warned, if you don't get what you're fighting for, it will kill you from the inside. AN dyou don't think you're good enough to deserve what you were fighting for in the first place. I've had that happen many times too.

But you should still try. Either way you'll get something out of it. ANd i hope i may have opened your eyes to a few things and hopefully you too will try something hard to reach someday.

So i'll finish with why i started. I miss you Katie and i'm going to come see you tomorrow. Even if it is way away from here. I'll be there because you're worth it to me and you're the one i want more than anything. I'll be so happy to see you and hold you in my arms again. Until then here's this.


My heart will race
and keep this pace
until i hold you in my arms

and on that day
i'll simply say
that i'll will do no harm

Because i care
and i'll be there
to show you what i'll be

then you can cry
i won't ask why
because it's you i'll always see

So close your eye
and say goodbye
because this is what i mean

i'm always there
and i'll always care
and you'll find me in your dreams
  • Listening to: the sound of my heart racing
  • Reading: just about anything i see
Does anyone ever stop the time to think "man things we be a lot easier if i was dead?" i find myself thinking that sometimes. I don't want to die and in fact i'm going to stay around for much longer, but just the fact that all the things we go through, all the stuff we have to do, and all the pain and confusion in our LIVES, would just be so much easier if we were dead. Now like it said, i'm not dying anytime soon, but i guess the reason i said this was because i'm having problems in life right now. And it really doesn't seem to be getting better. And once i talk to the one person who cares about me i feel just fine, like life could kiss my balls for all i care, and i'm completely happy. But when i can't talk to her it feels like the whole world is crushing me, judging me and telling me what to do all the time. And on top of that i have to worry about this weird feeling of pain in my chest everytime i miss the person i love with my whole being. Makes sense when you think about though. Anyways I always try not to drag on but it seems that's what i end up doing everytime. You people should be happy you have plenty of friends and family that love and care about you. I've only got like 2 and i have to hold on to them for fear of losing my life. I wouldn't be killed, my body would just slowly die after all the pain i feel from losing too many loved ones. I'm not sure how much longer i can see someone i love walk out of my life and never come back. It really sucks if you've ever been through it. I'm glad you great people aren't sitting where i am, because if you were you would also feel like dying is this easiest way out. I envy you and pray for you. Let you never know what's it's like to be me and let you be loved and cared for just like everyone should be. Again i'm dragging on so i'll just say one last thing

I love you Katie, and you should know how much it means to have you there for me. Maybe this will help you understand a little better.

ttyl everyone and remember, you are loved, so don't give up
  • Listening to: the sound of my heart racing
  • Reading: just about anything i see